and now the change is.....

Maybe, although it sometimes feels that way.. or maybe that you hate the world, maybe its just me........-_-
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that was the feeling, how annoying feeling like its not worth it. I guess that some things are best left alone.......(okay this is starting to bug me)

I've watched alot(way too much) anime and have read alot(again, way too much) of manga and I'm getting a bit tired of the story lines (mostly the comdy-romance) and can predict what going to happen way to easy the only anime I can predict without a good 94% accuracy is parody, but still then it only drops to a still excessive 86% witch is annoying, cant anybody think up some original ideas

Short Description:
Words, put together in a odd way.

I feel the pain of my blood flowing
But scared of being frozen I do not cry
The Devil laughed in my face
Now you are laughing too
I see what is to be seen
And saw what is not meant to be
I tryed to laugh with the devil
But he ran from me scared of my ice
The flame witch heats the coldest hearts hid from my eyes
Unable to enter my dark abide
I do not run, nor scream, or cover my eyes
When I am scared I am frozen
My body stops with the effot of stoping my thoughts
But it never works
I'm always thinking
Never stopping
Not even
As I
Slumber in ice

I like being alone, but cannot bear the small
I love being free, but where can I rebel
Odd sounds echo though my surroundings
Not just in the air or wind
I feel the impossible movment of the world
and I begin when that world ends
Maybe its the strange way I look at clocks
The way it doesn't go tick-tock
Maybe paper is blue cheese but can it flap in the wind?
Envolopes and clogs both odd and filled with lots
Am I witch I pecive or am I just the witch?
Am I infact the person I think I'm not
It is very possible
It is very possible that whatever you think is true, because it is true to you.

Writer's Commentary

If I knew what this was would tell you, then try my best to convince my stubbourn
self.

It was a normal day, like any other. The sakura were blooming and I was walking to school going to my 4th floor homeroom with my teacher, friends and class mates.
It would be like another day, but then......

Chapter 1 the fourth floor?!?!

"Heeyyy~ Asuka did ya' know," asks Kono eagerly.
"Yeah yeah!" shouts Shika.
"Do you know?" adds Gero as eagerly as the others.
"What are you talking about?" finally asks Asuka
"A-a-a-a transfer student!" shouts Kono, Shika and Gero
"Oh?" says Asu blankly "just that?"
"Just that, no no no no no no no. what if It’s a beautiful bishie with pure, white skin," dreams Shika
"How about a lovely smokin' hot chick with breasts the size of melons!" dreams Kono
"Or a cute, femmine girl with big, blue eyes and blonde hair spun from gold!" dreams Gero
"sit down everyone!" orders the teacher "We have a new transfer student a miss, erm Ennia Fan, miss fan erm could you come inside...miss fan?"
The voice of the teacher faded away and a gush of wind blew in carrying sakura in its wake. Time seemed to stop for me as I noticed a girl among the petals of sakura. Long, shiny, golden hair flowed like ribbons behind her. A spiky, silver, messy, head of hair frames her face. Wait a second; is that the school uniform and she’s jumping?! time speeds up she lands next to my teacher, and simply says "Hello, I'm Ennia Fan, just call me Nia! hope we get along!" the world come crashing back voices erupt from my classmates a roar of excitement erupts around me, I just sit and stare at this amazing new thing with a innocent smile on her face clear fair skin a sweet giggle on her red lips and shockingly bright green eyes framed by delicate dark black lashes. I wonder what will happen next.. Wait a second this is the fourth floor!!!?!?!?!?!!?!??!!.
To be continued . . .

Is it possible to think to much? because if you could bunch up all I think for even a second and make it into something real, the resulting mass would be enough to blow the world away. Igorence is bliss they say, I feel that I wouldn't be happy with either.

please feel happy mull what I've said over then smile ^^ I'd hate to make anyone sad<3

I'm a bi (whew, got that outta the way), but it doesnt matter too much I'm 13 but I can be sure that very differnt (I am am bit patronising(so I've been told) but it matters who I'm talking to If you tell me you understand, then, well FABULUS!!! I have a plentiful vocabulary (I read a theasurus in primary schol and havnt forgotten a thing<3) anyways due to my perpectual dumbing down for callmates ect. I'll just use easyly under standable words (that was patronising wasn't it) I hope (i think that took the edge of a lil) I may be young but I've wized up preety damn quick considering I guess up until noww I could say I"ve had a bad life but it has made me who I am and I wouldn't miss a second.
I also need new glasses so I cant see the screen quite so well right now so please be nice about my spelling and If you have any questions (that are not too inapropriate, although I always welcome a random question)please do ask, well It is nice meeting you!

The economic down turn (yes, I know  that its annoying hearing about it and all) I feel that maybe people are happyer than duriing the big bank boom (the give-away-alot-of-money kind)beacuse I think humans have a primal fear of too much indulgence, as though it may dull thier minds or make them heartless and unable to love. I feel this and from the reaction around me so far that people look happy at this economicly unstabe time. Insead of caring for extra things we have gone back to really thinking over what we feel we need in like not think, but feel.The urge to feel happy and stick it the all these bankers that we can smile at the mosy adverse times is pushing up everybody. Britan, as a  whole I find has many  things we call our own, opinions as part of your cuture and the need of a nice, white barthtub and sink a taste on naconal scale. I feel we (yes 'we') have a sense of community sometimes lacking, some times swaying and not always covring all the people in the bed but (theses alot of those isnt there) our silly never-say-never, I-still havin-my-cuppa-even-though-I-have-no-house attatude seems to put a smile on our pennyless faces.

lov~lov
Jas
(and please dont put brandy in your tea)